I’m tired of being so unhappy. Crying everynight. Realizing nobody wants me..it’s just so hard..watching you laugh with her. It’s only been a week..7 fucking days! And you’re going to the movies and calling eachother? Fuck you. Fuck her. Fuck this life. If i’m unhappy you should be too. Did you know you didn’t even fight for me? Did I get a phone call? No. Did I hear you wanting me back? No. But now that it’s all done and over, i’m all you want? Why don’t you tell her that? I’m sure she’d be pissed. Because you guys already have feelings for eachother. And i’m just standing in the back..crying.
So I ended it, but i’m not completely happy yet. I’m bored, and my phone never rings, i’m alone. But it was my choice. I’m just hoping that the guy I like will actually talk to me now. Hopefully he knows I need someone to make me laugh. And hopefully he wants to be the one to do that.<3
